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 name laurent dob 20121988 plays Mahjong studied Biomedical Engineering reads physics and philosophy loves boxing and tennis links Justine Xiaoping Meiqi Xuan Meihui Tracy Lina Xinyi Ting Melvin Jingmin Farhan Sherry Esther Bird Nicholas Nisa Weetong Shawn Jieshi TeckWee Lynn Baohui Reichmann Shuhada NinaKK Jeff Zaf Shairah Huda Shamim Hidayah Aini Ain Natasha Rozzy TAGBOARD [[ Tag ]] ARCHIVE September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 January 2010 February 2010 |
Tuesday, February 02, 2010
 after sometime..... when im old with a nice wife and cute kids.... i would still look out above the nightsky..... wondering where you are and what are you doing..... yes. the truth is ugly but it appears that many people in the future won't marry the person they love the most in their life. im sure for anyone.... there's always a person you'll love the most in your life, some are lucky and eventually they'll get married and start writing their sweet love story. however, others may not be that lucky, family objections, wrong timing etc. and when they reach a certain age, they would eventually settle down but not with that one & only in their life. i was thinking....WHAT IF one day something like this happens to me? i would definitely want to marry the person i love the most in my life. the person who makes you go crazy from head to toe, the person who brings you the sweetest smile with just a slight action, the person who's responsible for making your dreams sweeter every night. YES I WOULD VERY MUCH LIKE TO MEET THE PERSON AND START SPENDING AN ETERNITY WITH HER. but WHAT IF, reality sux, what if in the end, due to some reasons...... we will not be together in the end. that's when i thought of this. since this person would have made an impact so deep in my life, there's no way i would forget her. like me, the person would also have settle down with family of her own.... and well i would get a drink, take a seat, have a smoke, look up into the starry night being assured of the fact that we are under the same sky, loading off the memories that would have by then etched deep into my heart and began wondering..... where is she and what is she doing. hoping for a low possibility of her at that very moment, sharing the same thought and looking under the same sky too. would that have proved that our love was never in vain? well who knows? but still it's always the best if you can grow old with the one you love most. so.....who wants to grow old with me?HAHAHAHAH=) whack / 5:23 AM Sunday, January 10, 2010
DA! endorphine na kap~! WOAH! my first official visit to a concert event. my virgin visit. and YES! i lost it to a thai artiste... hahahah DA ENDORPHINE! incredible huh.... i never even go concerts by bands like linkin park, coldplay and even my favourite band RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS, yet i went to Da Endorphine's. 555555 anyway i seriously cannot believe the INVASION of thai culture and scene in singapore. Atlantis, the biggest thai disco in singapore was practically BOOKED FULL HOUSE on that day. the previous night, all the front tables that requires you to order 2 btls of chivas have been booked with 90% tix sold out! wtf! i mean, if your going to some korean or japanese bands, yea it may still be understandable..... but hey! it's THAI! how many thai songs can you really find in any random guy's ipod? what's the chances of hearing a thai music while walking on the street? well....still the thai invasion is here! i have always like Da's songs.....thanks to bobby the one who get me into all these thai stuff, but hey man i was friggin impressed. Singing for 1hr 45 mins, she ain't tired at all and all she did was take a short less than 10mins break as she continues to sing, dance and entertain the crowd. farking amazing. she practically screamed thru songs like Micheal Jackson's Beat it, Beyonce's Crazy in love and of course her songs which also requires unbelievable vocal techniques. god, she's amazing. im so smitten with the fact that she wave at us that i almost kena gong tao from her. hahah, she may not be pretty compared to those atlantis singers, but fark man, she's the kind of girl who has got her own character and style and gives a fark bout what others think, yet a child-like innocence hides behind her mask of coolness. ARGHH! farking cool and now im in love! 555555     whack / 5:58 AM Friday, January 01, 2010
end of 2009! start of 2010!=) first of all!HAPPY NEW YEAR!let's have a great year ahead...... sorry for the MIA,i have been really really busy for the past few months. luckily im still in time for a year end summary post...... hmmm 2009...it has been an eventful year, in 2008 i finally break the curse of bring single....i fell in love with a girl and well in 2009, i experience the heartbreak of a relationship, it even happened during the early part of the year...what a great way to kick start last year HAHAHA.as depicted in the movies, the heartache was just simply miserable. i got emo & sad(who doesn't) but well i have got great friends around, i have got distractions(exams was just round the corner) and in the end, i managed to pull through. it was hard but the joy of being in a r/s greatly outweighs the misery if a breakup do occur.... but well i just can't understand why some would go to the extent of sucide.....hey c'mon it's still a nice world out there. well love is really complicated isn't it? i really enjoy the feeling of being in love, it just feels GREAAT.....haha the first thing that came to my mind when i woke up was, 'hey i have a gf now!' everything seems so different, even when i go to school, i feel like im walking thru a parade where im the centre of attention. the r/s was short but i do learn a great deal of things on the way and i learnt how to hand a r/s much better now....the weird mood swings of a girl, and the techniques in making her happy, well i can't wait to get into a new and better r/s!=) next it was graduation...finally 4 years of poly life for me, chionging of major project, exams and 3 years of fun in TP has finally come to an end. i was glad to be able to chiong into the merit list at the last minute & to participate in the organising of our very own cohort's prom night. as a result, i was able to know everyone in my course better just right before we graduate, haiz what a waste though. i do miss them & the times we had in poly.... looking at girls, cracking mindless jokes, playing pranks and even just slacking around!=) before the terror of NS, i was still lazing around trying hard to find a job. then, i found escape. escape has got a real low pay and you have to stand under the hot sun. it's not really that kind of part-time 1 would normally do.....but well i was desperate.(who would want to hire a pre-enlistee) hahahah i was glad though. after working at swenson's after my O's, i could no longer experience working in an environment whereby everyone can work together like a family. after work, all of us would just go relak one corner LITERALLY!!!hahaha and it's really fun, you won't really feel sianz while working there's so much kids to entertain as well. ahahha too bad i can only work there for like 3months....before NS! well, just right before NS, i did a stunt i would never forget for the rest of my life...... hahaha i don't ask numbers from strangers actually....im too shy for that. and so, i wrote a letter for 2 weeks, re-writing over and over again, rehearsing infront of the mirror to make sure i got my words right and one day..... i just went straight into watson's and pass the letter to the girl i very much wants to know.....i call her watson's girl, but well....... and then it's 21!!!!!!!!!!!!!!thanks mum,dad and bro for sponsoring....and thanks everyone who did come and help out or even just coming to enjoy, thanks for all the wishes and stuffs.....21st party was indeed a blast. it's really tiring to organise a party event and if not for mum, the guest would have starve...... woah i really appreciate it..... so once again a big thank you to everyone who made this happened...... now that im 21...... i need to be a responsible boy now!=) HAHAHA i experienced lots of things this year...... i visit places that i thought i would never visit.... i know people that i thought i would never associate with..... and i have fun hanging out. all along i have this stereotypical mindset BUT I WAS WRONG! sometimes..... things are not as dark as they are..... deep among the dark abyss...... there's always rays of light that shine right thru..... lighting up to a whole new world. hahaha sorry i will not elaborate much but i was really glad!=) it was nice to meet all of you!=) well..... 2009... thank you so much.... thanks for being so eventful for me..... i met my DREAM GIRL in 2009, the kind of girl who wear jeans and sneakers, wears braces and rides a vespa..... i got myself a god-sis who's as playful and fun like a boy and i have got tonnes of great friends who i cannot thank them enough for everything. so come 2010...... 1)gonna get my license.... 2)gonna get a vespa (vroooooM)..... 3)gonna meet my dream girl.... 4)gonna get fit...... 5)gonna up my pes!!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!=)
whack / 4:02 AM Monday, October 12, 2009
15 15 is a nice age. if given a choice to go back in time, i would like to restart it over at 15. i feel that what we are now TODAY are mainly influenced and shaped by our various choices and actions at the age of 15. 15 is a very innocent age, an age when i met this really sweet looking girl and would always use her as a motivation to wake up and drag myself to school, knowing that i would see her once im there. an age when i thought how sweet it is just by looking at her everyday. well but now i think it's quite dumb to just see ONLY hahaha i remember how i was when im 15....hahaha i was fat and noisy!(well, i still am though) hahaha but at 15 i was in this really great class. a class full of fun people whom i still have contact with and i thank them for being a part of my life. well at 15, your class would normally split into different kind of cliques. 1)the cool guys and girls clique consisting of girls with short skirts and guys with cool hairdo and some cool CCA where they would go dating and bullying (well, they often ended up being young parents, how cool is that?) haha 2)the nerds consisting of quiet, most of the time quiet and chubby kids who would race home immediately after school (interestingly they ended up being rich and successful) 3)the slackers who would just chill and do nothing but waste time playing pranks to all others. the girls dislike them but the guys love them and they don't give a damn, but would occasionally dream about dating those cool girls. but at the end of the day they just want a good laugh. (well im in this group) =) 4)then there this group of girls who would stick to themselves everyday chatting bout hot guys and the coolest boy bands. they set up **cute** little names for their cliques and would never fail to miss a neoprint machine when they are out. HAHAHA (you people know who you are) 5)miscellaneous for those that i didn't mention LOL! at 15... we really believe in love stories and happy endings, at least for me. we weren 't introduced to the harsh reality and competition of the real world yet. how wonderful it is to remain at 15 being innocent and all, living life everyday like there's no single worries except for your exams. we are only 15 once and i have past that 6 damn years ago..... i do miss the fun when im 15. having a crush at 15 is awesome, all you can think of is admiring the person, there's no other complications like finance and players. it's just you and her....i do think like that sometimes, and i would want to continue thinking like this..... bring me back to when im 15=) whack / 4:56 AM Thursday, October 01, 2009
What if my chances were already gone? I started believing that i could be wrong. But you give me one good reason, to fight and never walk away. SO HERE I AM, STILL HOLDING ON! -no boundaries I don't want to give up, cause everytime i will just end up giving up and im sick of such effortless surrenders. I want to try my best till the end this time round. It's either make or break, but just don't give up. I have to type this out.....to constantly remind myself that today on this very date, i have declared that i don't want to give up. Maybe when im troubled or confused.....all i i need to do is to come back here and look at this post, hopefully i will be able to straighten out my thoughts and think of the goal that im trying hard to achieve. I JUST DON'T WANT TO GIVE UP!=) whack / 7:07 AM Saturday, September 26, 2009
the Z monster everyone of us has got a monster living inside of us.....a demon too strong to be controlled by even the strongest determination of man..... he resides inside us 24/7, he seldom reveals himself if you have a good rest and diet everyday.....but once you screwed your schedule up, or even try to mess with time and cheat that few hours of sleep.....the Z MONSTER will reveal his true form and the great war begins....... everytime you sleep.....there's so many Zs over your head....this is a representation of his dominance over your mortal body...... thus his name. have you ever tried to adjust your normal schedule to an even earlier schedule? try waking up at 5plus suddenly after a long period of waking up in the afternoon, when your alarm sounds off the battle horn, Z monster begins his move, first he resist your eyes from opening.....but as you struggle by wringling around,gaining a momentum to wake up.....it's as if he summons all his strength on to you....pinning you down tightly, sending you back to the dephts of lala land. there are times you lost and you'll get screwed by your boss or teacher......but most of the time....you'll eventually breakthrough but he may be defeated but not DEAD! he leaves you in a mess, seriously injured and mind cocked up. but still you got to continue your day. at times in the day.....while your in relax mood, maybe listening to lectures or just chilling out....he'll creep out slowly trying to gain control without you noticing him....most of the time....you'll just fall into it and defeat by his wrath and vengeance. i have just started my 2 year battle with him for 2 weeks.....it's a long struggle towards freedom haha but i believe i will eventually survive this horrifying ordeal...  WHY DON'T YOU DO YOUR BEST?!=) whack / 8:26 AM Monday, September 14, 2009
bye bye life of a civilian! phew! what can i say........ i have dragged long enough for this.... by right i should be serving 1 year of NS if i didn't quit nyp..... but well i made a good choice anyway. if not for that.... i don't think i'll have such a great and fun life up till now... so finally...... NS here i come to serve what i have to serve for being a singaporean son=) well..... seriously i used to look forward to army life man.... like you know... damn fun, outfield, obstacle courses and deep bonding.... and since die die have to give them 2 years of your life... why not do something fun and memorable.... things you cannot learn in school.... things that will be useful if something disastrous happens..... better that some loser clerical work..... just type type type and eat eat eat until you fat right? but fuck it..... since im destined to such fate.... haiz. but well at least im prepared.... i want to make full use of the time i have. realize my vespa dream, prepare myself for uni, and get into good shape on my own timing and whatsoever. i have done the things in my checklist except for reach prac 5 and cutting down on ciggs.... DAMN! haha but i have had enough fun..... lost enough money.... did crazy things..... did stupid stunts in watson's and now laughing at myself..... .i have tried to earn enough money but to no avail hahaha and i have made many wonderful friends even when im waiting for NS haha yesterday was last day at escape.... and damn i got sabo-ed damn jia lat....... tied to a post, rubbed around with chili,curry sauce and mucsle cream then splashed water thrown down to a pool..... kena flour somemore.... haiz..... but thanks guys for the wonderful time and memory.... it has been really nice working there.... and of course really great to know you people..... THANKS THE ESCAPIANS!!!!!!!!! alright man..... too all my friends.... the next time you see me.... i'll be a different man cause NS will change my life HAHAHA like real? TAKE ME AWAY NS! whack / 9:03 AM |
