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Saturday, July 21, 2007

dilemma in the train

have you ever been stucked in a situation whereby you have to sacriface abit in order to not let anyone feel bad yet at the same time any small actions of trying to just protect yourself would hurt others......hahah seems complicated???
hmmmm let me give you a simpler scenario:

was in the train today on the way to my lessons...well was holding my notes and studying since there's a test...thus i need a seat and from when boarding the train at city hall towards orchard i saw an empty seat and went for it...the seat was a 2 seater and some guy in late 20s was beside me
alright i started on my notes and suddenly....there's an odd sour odour coming out from that guy.....i don't think it's his natural BO....i think he maybe working sweat like crazy that caused such odour....anyway the odour is strong......and NOW i am in that situation.....
if i were to move to another seat or to stand instead........i will be spared from the odour....but what will the guy think....especially i have been looking at him after i smell it...i mean it would be obvious to why i move away right.....and it might have a huge impact on him.....
BUT at the same time...i have to tolerate it if i were to be nice and not hurt his feelings....
finally.....i decided since....it's only orchard....i shall tolerate it and not hurt others:) it's not that i am being mean.....as i said....it maybe his work but the smell was really bad.......
well.....the conclusion for this is maybe.....lying.....i could fake a phone call to a friend whom i am meeting in the train....pretend that he's in the other cabin and went off looking for him without hurting him.....white lies!hahah thus lies are nice especially if they are white......
paint all your lies white NOW!


whack / 9:32 AM





Tuesday, July 17, 2007



you are always cute and now you are acting young......
acting young and being cute.....
walking around the campus with your designer shades...
smiling confidently...like a kid enjoying the attention...
half-skipping with the gentle wind carressing your hair....
putting on alittle weight again.....
still attractive as always.......
now with your sporty green coat....
not to forget your cool maroon puma bag......
COOL!
what can i say man...even now i am still observant to the tiny little details of you,despite only around 10secs.....being mesmerized during the first 5 secs and appreciating everything about you for the last 5 secs.....you have never failed to BLOW up my mind.....almost couldn't the recognize the 'YOUNG' you.....too bad you didn't see me......i am soooo going to look for more for you!!!


whack / 8:35 AM





Thursday, July 12, 2007

Akuro no Oka

At that place, we happened to meet.. and now we can't do anything, yet..
In this town, we happened to meet.. and now I cannot love anyone, yet..


You are now, at that hill, where we two saw this sky that you are staring at
I am now, at this sky, where we two were that hill that I am staring at

withered flowers like that point in time it's good only once more wanting to bloom beautifully
Within this night even spirit, even ideals melt into the darkness at least, even for tonight
I'll be by your side

At that place, my encounter with you everything will begin and now, we can't do anything
In this town, my encounter with you and now, with you who cannot love anyone, the two of us
again, to that hill

withered flowers like that point in time it's good only once more wanting to bloom beautifully
Within this night even spirit, even ideals melt into the darkness at least, even for tonight

the bond that joined us is broken I, deeply depressed saw at the end, I loved you
a dream that won't come true wait at the hill of Acropolis I want to sink into sleep with you
to unwakeable dreams

The past can never be restored, but... in another incarnation I will search for you, so
Until that time wait for me yet now at that hill, you are not there....


How's the lyrics......cool right... i have been addicted to this song for like months and i don't seem to grow tired of it.....instead at some points i do make some new discoveries of it.......it's like i can feel this song....the deep meaning behind it and of course the sadness and regret of it....it's Akuro no Oka by Dir en Grey and the translated meaning is the hills of acropolis....which acropolis means a highland or citadel and one famous acropolis would be in athens,greece
i don't know what to say....but when i hear this song and through the knowledge of the lyrics....i always thought of this acropolis being a barren piece of land with little greenery and there lies a tombstone which belongs to the singer that is looking down from the heavens......as the music start, the leaves start to rustle and the sky start to change....throughout the song...he expresses his regret for the love of his life.....the sky darkens and storms appear to show his frustration.....the hills of acropolis seem to be the place they had promised to meet last time.....but he's already dead.....still his soul awaits there......i truly love this song man......the promise that they had in his previous life would eventually be carried on to his next......
i'll try to get this song on my blog though hahaha

whoooo been doing sports on a intensive schedule.....mon-karate tues-gym wed-karate thurs-jogging and fri(tomorrow)-tenisu and maybe gym hahahah YAY man!i am so shagged but i am enjoying it.....let's keep on to such pace and get fit!

oh finally got some pics from genting.......in fact it's 145mb size of it hahah that's seriously crazy here are some!

lastly....let me present Dir en Grey!!!!!!!!!




whack / 8:18 AM





Monday, July 02, 2007

my Japanese lessons are back!!!

man!still can't believe i wasted $25 on clubbing on fri......that chow said what free free....so justin and i went to meet him there and yes indeed....it's free from 2100-2230 but we were there at 2330......still tell me what now outside MOS,if don't club really can't face your parents and there's no mrt home already....arghs $25 gone just like that sad!!!!!got to save more money........cannot eat western food in school already haha

wheeeeee!my Japanese lessons are back!!!!!!!haha after more than 5 months of tough and long waiting.....yay!love bunka so much, love the subway and of course love my lessons...every minute of it!!!:)man! intermediate-1 is really hard...it's starting to get harder just like Shigeta-san said!hahaha ganbarimasu yo!!!the teacher was also very nice and really great to study kanji finally......can't wait for next week's lesson hahaha!!!having something to look forward to is really great!that day after lessons, went to a Hokkaido fair in Isetan....wah lots of great food man!got hooked to the RAW wasabi flavoured squid,sulin and i bought it and eat it with rice at some foodcourt...haha so funny........learnt a lesson about not taking bus home during 6pm-7pm at orchard.....REGRET!!!!!!!!!i took bus 7 and 1 hr later i was still at kallang.......there's just so much jam around......had enough of it....alight and took mrt instead hahaha a lesson learnt!!!!!!

milkrun on sunday was fun though...just that we came too early........and we ended up looking so sianz and tired even before the run hahahaha still got to work hard to keep fit.....just received some motivation hahahaha and yay this coming sunday's tanning day!!!!!!!!!!

med electronics......spent 3hrs doing it patching requires 20mins.....it's the bloody proto-typing,shielding of resistors that sux.....crazy subject.....still got to work hard and get good grades...esther's all set into beating me....but to no avail even till now MWAHAHAHAHA....are you reading this,esther.....hahahahaha well let's work hard:) alright watch alittle hana yori dango before sleep then byee!


whack / 8:50 AM