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 name laurent dob 20121988 plays Mahjong studied Biomedical Engineering reads physics and philosophy loves boxing and tennis links Justine Xiaoping Meiqi Xuan Meihui Tracy Lina Xinyi Ting Melvin Jingmin Farhan Sherry Esther Bird Nicholas Nisa Weetong Shawn Jieshi TeckWee Lynn Baohui Reichmann Shuhada NinaKK Jeff Zaf Shairah Huda Shamim Hidayah Aini Ain Natasha Rozzy TAGBOARD [[ Tag ]] ARCHIVE September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 January 2010 February 2010 |
Monday, October 12, 2009
 15 15 is a nice age. if given a choice to go back in time, i would like to restart it over at 15. i feel that what we are now TODAY are mainly influenced and shaped by our various choices and actions at the age of 15. 15 is a very innocent age, an age when i met this really sweet looking girl and would always use her as a motivation to wake up and drag myself to school, knowing that i would see her once im there. an age when i thought how sweet it is just by looking at her everyday. well but now i think it's quite dumb to just see ONLY hahaha i remember how i was when im 15....hahaha i was fat and noisy!(well, i still am though) hahaha but at 15 i was in this really great class. a class full of fun people whom i still have contact with and i thank them for being a part of my life. well at 15, your class would normally split into different kind of cliques. 1)the cool guys and girls clique consisting of girls with short skirts and guys with cool hairdo and some cool CCA where they would go dating and bullying (well, they often ended up being young parents, how cool is that?) haha 2)the nerds consisting of quiet, most of the time quiet and chubby kids who would race home immediately after school (interestingly they ended up being rich and successful) 3)the slackers who would just chill and do nothing but waste time playing pranks to all others. the girls dislike them but the guys love them and they don't give a damn, but would occasionally dream about dating those cool girls. but at the end of the day they just want a good laugh. (well im in this group) =) 4)then there this group of girls who would stick to themselves everyday chatting bout hot guys and the coolest boy bands. they set up **cute** little names for their cliques and would never fail to miss a neoprint machine when they are out. HAHAHA (you people know who you are) 5)miscellaneous for those that i didn't mention LOL! at 15... we really believe in love stories and happy endings, at least for me. we weren 't introduced to the harsh reality and competition of the real world yet. how wonderful it is to remain at 15 being innocent and all, living life everyday like there's no single worries except for your exams. we are only 15 once and i have past that 6 damn years ago..... i do miss the fun when im 15. having a crush at 15 is awesome, all you can think of is admiring the person, there's no other complications like finance and players. it's just you and her....i do think like that sometimes, and i would want to continue thinking like this..... bring me back to when im 15=) whack / 4:56 AM Thursday, October 01, 2009
What if my chances were already gone? I started believing that i could be wrong. But you give me one good reason, to fight and never walk away. SO HERE I AM, STILL HOLDING ON! -no boundaries I don't want to give up, cause everytime i will just end up giving up and im sick of such effortless surrenders. I want to try my best till the end this time round. It's either make or break, but just don't give up. I have to type this out.....to constantly remind myself that today on this very date, i have declared that i don't want to give up. Maybe when im troubled or confused.....all i i need to do is to come back here and look at this post, hopefully i will be able to straighten out my thoughts and think of the goal that im trying hard to achieve. I JUST DON'T WANT TO GIVE UP!=) whack / 7:07 AM |
