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 name laurent dob 20121988 plays Mahjong studied Biomedical Engineering reads physics and philosophy loves boxing and tennis links Justine Xiaoping Meiqi Xuan Meihui Tracy Lina Xinyi Ting Melvin Jingmin Farhan Sherry Esther Bird Nicholas Nisa Weetong Shawn Jieshi TeckWee Lynn Baohui Reichmann Shuhada NinaKK Jeff Zaf Shairah Huda Shamim Hidayah Aini Ain Natasha Rozzy TAGBOARD [[ Tag ]] ARCHIVE September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 January 2010 February 2010 |
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
 happy 20th birthday wee tong & justin well......like what the title says,so that i don't have to re-type it.LOL! 2 close friends having their birthday on the same week is definitely not fun for your pocket. and yes! i am finally getting decent presents for them. 2 years of busted presents,2 years of tissue papers,toilet papers,durians,pregnancy kits,disposable underwear.....finally an end to it. we have grown up! we are 20 and we are finally giving proper presents to each other to show that we are not suppose to be childish anymore.bye bye sweet 19 for them and for me soon:( i think i am running out of ideas to write inspirational and touching stories. haha maybe only touching to me. lolx i have been writing so many of those lately. and now it's back to the same old blogging of what's happening and so on....hahah it would be boring,i don't think people will be interested to know what i do or what i eat isn't it? i have always thought that people who blog about where they go,what they do and what they eat specifically are kinda bimbo tic, i mean why would i be interested to know about what you eat or have you had your dinner already? LOL! sorry to those who blogs about that. it's just an opinion:) i think hua sheng's a great teammate, he's the one who can endure all my nonsense and be crazy with me and do stupid things with me. we punch each other or kick other just because we are stress or just because we are bored. we watch fight clips during our project time. i know what's he's thinking all the time, but he only knows what i am thinking sometimes.HAHAHAHA we can talk cock about how cock nicholas is when it comes to his boasting. we can work,play and lepak together anytime. cheers to you hua sheng!  i promise i will work harder for my MP now. maybe? whack / 8:36 AM Sunday, July 27, 2008
next week! yes! i am counting down to next weekend! i am looking forward to it! i can't wait for it!:) whack / 8:00 AM Tuesday, July 22, 2008
the promise the guy turned away and slowly walk off with a slight bittersweet feeling in him. the lady waited. waiting for the the guy to turn around and look into her eyes for one more time before their promise to meet again in the future. the guy continued walking on. disappointed,the lady turned and walk off. the guy finally gather enough courage to look into her eyes one more time. her eyes that symbolizes everything including the future. but as he turned,he could only see the lady walking off,drifting further and further away. the guy turned and continue his journey,his journey towards his next stage of life,being without her. as their footsteps widens the gap between them physically,their hearts are reaching out for unison as time passes by. they thought of their conversation earlier on. they had made a promise.the promise to marry each other next time. both of them love each other. they had spent laughter,sadness,anger and joy together. but as if a game planned out by destiny, both of them had different goals and views. they had to walk a separate route in life. does it mean the end of their love? i doubt so. their love was supposed to be strong and ever-lasting. yet they are forced to make a decision now. he caressed her hair saying,' you know you will be the one that i will marry in the future.' she replied with a nod. 'you are the only one who i can think of growing old with me,but it seems that our paths are now at a crossroad,'she said. both of them decided. they would serve their commitments during their prime now, achieving what they wishes to all this while. at the end of the day, they would come back to each other, feeling the warmth in each other's arms once again. fulfilling their sweet little wish of growing old with each other. but can that promise last? whack / 7:16 AM Saturday, July 19, 2008
p.s. i love you my weekends are so boring, i have nothing to do!not much place to go! lazy to clean up my stuffs! i can just rot and stone whole day at home haha. luckily, i have an equally emo matching dvd to accompany me through my boring weekends lol. p.s. i love you, this is one friggin good and touching movie man. the movie talks about how before gerry dies,wrote a set of letters to his wife holly. he knows that holly's life will be ruined after he's gone, therefore he prepares a set of letters delivering it to her in the most surprising way one by one to get her back on track. a walk down memory lane, a reminder for her to look her best, a sign gratitude to her for loving him so much thus completing his life story. and lastly, to show how much he will always loves her and will always be by her side, even though he may not be around anymore. it's sweet to have someone beside you, showing concern, taking care of the little things you have in life regardless of how you might feel for that particular someone, right? love's always unconditional and self-sacrificing, when you love someone, maybe you shouldn't expect him/her to love you the same way as you did, this is your own choice afterall. but if the other party did reciprocate your love,may it be lesser,equally or maybe even more, you can only thank the person by loving him/her even more. this is how love can grow to become stronger,well maybe? but still be grateful that the someone is there to play a part in your story, as for what kind of role he/she might play, it's up to how you yourself write it!:) thank you for playing a role in my story. hopefully a major role. p.s. i love you. whack / 11:55 PM Tuesday, July 15, 2008
destiny it's as if it's destined. the boy is lost,he asked himself,'why is it always this way, is this all part of destiny?' the boy couldn't bring himself to submit or to even believe in the existence of a destined life. once again he's at another crossroad. he has fallen into the darkness deep enough from previous failures, but he found a new hope. a new motivation for him to climb back up step by step,rejecting the darkness that will consume him if he keeps falling. he works hard, he really does. the darkness is not where he belongs, he yearns for warmth and comfort. the climb towards happiness is long and tedious, in fact he has failed to overcome several obstacles on the way up. as if it's destined, a menacing force is luring him into the darkness. but as unwilling as he is, he clenched his fist, gritted his teeth and pulled himself up even after countless defeats. yet he encounters another obstacle one after another. he's tired. he's frustrated of facing so many obstacles while others can just breeze through the climb. does the problem lies with him? he's envious or maybe even jealous by the fact that he's always failing compared to others, worst he has never tasted success. as innocent as his thinking, he kept on believing that if he works hard, it will eventually pay off and one day he will be able to indulge in the feeling of happiness. but for now, he doubts that. he doubts the existence of happiness and success in his journey. he's hesitating. maybe destiny do really exists. 'maybe i should just submit to my own fate', he thought to himself. his thought of the happiness he has been trying to reach out for,the moment of joy he has been fantasizing for one last time before he slowly loosens his grip, relaxes his muscles, close up his eyes. he begins to free himself from his struggle........................ whack / 8:01 AM Saturday, July 12, 2008
sorry! i am sorry!i am sorry!i am sorry! whack / 10:48 PM Friday, July 11, 2008
wooo!100th post! finally. i have reached 100th post. it's considered a great act for me man. i can't believe my emo-ness can last me up to 100th post and still counting. this shows that i am super emo? LOL! anyway i thought of something new the other day. the phrase,'i will do anything just to make you notice me.' i am curious what will be people's thoughts when they hear this. i mean what will be the very first thing that will be going through their mind. in a way this phrase sounds scary and psychotic yet on the one the other hand this line may sound very sweet. if someone tells you this and the actions he do are kind of extreme...maybe like the actions that's most likely will be taken by steven lim.(www.stevenlim.net for more info)or maybe out of desperation,the person threatens to end his/her life just to make the other party notice it,it's very scary. i mean in the case of steven lim, i guess it's out of fame. but for cases of bgr, the very first feeling between each other will be love right? i love you thus i want you to notice me. but by taking such extreme actions, is love being conveyed to the other person. or is fear and irritation being conveyed instead? so if you really love this person, you wouldn't want him or her to have negative feelings towards you right? yet your love for him is possessing to the extent that you desperately wants him/her to just at the very least focus his vision on you for at least few secs.so what do you really have to do. ever heard of wu ke qun's 為你寫詩(writing a poem for you)? the chorus goes like this: 为你写诗为你静止 writing a poem for you,being quiet for you 为你做不可能的事 doing impossible things for you 为你我学会弹琴写词 learning music for you 为你失去理智 losing my mind for you 为你写诗为你静止 writing a poem for you,being quiet for you 为你做不可能的事 doing impossible things for you 为你弹奏所有情歌的句子 playing the lyrics from all love songs for you 我忘了说 i forgot to tell you 最美的是你的名字 your name's most beautiful if you love someone very much,and by doing such sweet things to make someone notice you, then it's not psychotic and wrong anymore. i mean the extreme actions may make the other person notice you immediately,but it's fearful. yet by doing sweet things, the other person may not notice it immediately,he/she might not even notice it forever,but still...you continue to believe and do all those sweet little things for the person you love patiently, hoping one day she might just put her attention on you. that is love i guess. that is what real love is about. and i believe one day,he/she will see the effort and love in it. but ' i will do anything just to make you notice me' is still scary man. haha at least to me. whack / 11:06 PM Saturday, July 05, 2008
you are... do you know that you are the one?the one for what? you are the one who makes me can't sleep at night. you are the one who can't even spare my mind when i finally get to sleep. you are the one who altered reality even in my dreams. you are the last one i think one of before i go to sleep. you are the one i think of first thing i wake up. you are the one whom i try to catch a glimpse of whenever i have the chance to. you are the one who's able to link all my thoughts. you are the one who motivates me to be a better man. you are the one i think of whenever i listen to any love song. you are the one who can makes me smile to myself just by thinking of you. you are the one who makes my day. you are the one who makes me think of every possible situation to even talk to you. you are the one who makes me look forward to seeing you. you are the one who can makes me sacrifice my sleep and time just to talk to you. you are the one who makes me want to write a random letter to.(although i don't even know your address) you are the one who makes me smile just by looking at you. you are the one in my mind all the time. you are the one who makes my day. you are the one who makes me so eager when talking about the person i like. you are the one who makes me wish that it was you beside me when i am watching a movie. you are the one who i dream of holding hands with. you are the one whom i believe i can be happy with. you are the one who i am solely interested in. you are the who makes my day just by smiling at me. you are the one who makes me want to blog such a crazy post. you are the one. crazy as i might sound but i am just falling too deep into your attraction. as different as we are, as similar as how different day and night are, they are still significant in making the world goes round. or maybe how you make my world goes round. cupid cupid,how i wish you have finally shot at me the right arrow guiding towards her this time. whack / 2:10 PM |
