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Friday, July 11, 2008
 wooo!100th post! finally. i have reached 100th post. it's considered a great act for me man. i can't believe my emo-ness can last me up to 100th post and still counting. this shows that i am super emo? LOL! anyway i thought of something new the other day. the phrase,'i will do anything just to make you notice me.' i am curious what will be people's thoughts when they hear this. i mean what will be the very first thing that will be going through their mind. in a way this phrase sounds scary and psychotic yet on the one the other hand this line may sound very sweet. if someone tells you this and the actions he do are kind of extreme...maybe like the actions that's most likely will be taken by steven lim.(www.stevenlim.net for more info)or maybe out of desperation,the person threatens to end his/her life just to make the other party notice it,it's very scary. i mean in the case of steven lim, i guess it's out of fame. but for cases of bgr, the very first feeling between each other will be love right? i love you thus i want you to notice me. but by taking such extreme actions, is love being conveyed to the other person. or is fear and irritation being conveyed instead? so if you really love this person, you wouldn't want him or her to have negative feelings towards you right? yet your love for him is possessing to the extent that you desperately wants him/her to just at the very least focus his vision on you for at least few secs.so what do you really have to do. ever heard of wu ke qun's 為你寫詩(writing a poem for you)? the chorus goes like this: 为你写诗为你静止 writing a poem for you,being quiet for you 为你做不可能的事 doing impossible things for you 为你我学会弹琴写词 learning music for you 为你失去理智 losing my mind for you 为你写诗为你静止 writing a poem for you,being quiet for you 为你做不可能的事 doing impossible things for you 为你弹奏所有情歌的句子 playing the lyrics from all love songs for you 我忘了说 i forgot to tell you 最美的是你的名字 your name's most beautiful if you love someone very much,and by doing such sweet things to make someone notice you, then it's not psychotic and wrong anymore. i mean the extreme actions may make the other person notice you immediately,but it's fearful. yet by doing sweet things, the other person may not notice it immediately,he/she might not even notice it forever,but still...you continue to believe and do all those sweet little things for the person you love patiently, hoping one day she might just put her attention on you. that is love i guess. that is what real love is about. and i believe one day,he/she will see the effort and love in it. but ' i will do anything just to make you notice me' is still scary man. haha at least to me. whack / 11:06 PM |
