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Tuesday, July 15, 2008
 destiny it's as if it's destined. the boy is lost,he asked himself,'why is it always this way, is this all part of destiny?' the boy couldn't bring himself to submit or to even believe in the existence of a destined life. once again he's at another crossroad. he has fallen into the darkness deep enough from previous failures, but he found a new hope. a new motivation for him to climb back up step by step,rejecting the darkness that will consume him if he keeps falling. he works hard, he really does. the darkness is not where he belongs, he yearns for warmth and comfort. the climb towards happiness is long and tedious, in fact he has failed to overcome several obstacles on the way up. as if it's destined, a menacing force is luring him into the darkness. but as unwilling as he is, he clenched his fist, gritted his teeth and pulled himself up even after countless defeats. yet he encounters another obstacle one after another. he's tired. he's frustrated of facing so many obstacles while others can just breeze through the climb. does the problem lies with him? he's envious or maybe even jealous by the fact that he's always failing compared to others, worst he has never tasted success. as innocent as his thinking, he kept on believing that if he works hard, it will eventually pay off and one day he will be able to indulge in the feeling of happiness. but for now, he doubts that. he doubts the existence of happiness and success in his journey. he's hesitating. maybe destiny do really exists. 'maybe i should just submit to my own fate', he thought to himself. his thought of the happiness he has been trying to reach out for,the moment of joy he has been fantasizing for one last time before he slowly loosens his grip, relaxes his muscles, close up his eyes. he begins to free himself from his struggle........................ whack / 8:01 AM |
