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 name laurent dob 20121988 plays Mahjong studied Biomedical Engineering reads physics and philosophy loves boxing and tennis links Justine Xiaoping Meiqi Xuan Meihui Tracy Lina Xinyi Ting Melvin Jingmin Farhan Sherry Esther Bird Nicholas Nisa Weetong Shawn Jieshi TeckWee Lynn Baohui Reichmann Shuhada NinaKK Jeff Zaf Shairah Huda Shamim Hidayah Aini Ain Natasha Rozzy TAGBOARD [[ Tag ]] ARCHIVE September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 January 2010 February 2010 |
Friday, June 20, 2008
 a friend he was just sitting down there quietly,staring into blankness. his pretty yet innocent face shows a lonely side of him, a side of him no one ever knows, a side of him he keeps only to himself. i called out to him,'hey!'.he turned around and at that instance, i caught a glimpse of his child-like innocence,the person i should have known years ago. but the truth is, i missed it. i missed knowing such a nice person, the chances kept appearing yet i missed it. being caught off guard, i can see it from those eyes. those innocent eyes that talk about how sad he feels his life to be. i wonder what's going through in his mind before the very moment i called out to him. he's just thinking of something,yet this simple action speaks about how pure this boy can be. being an equally emo and maybe lonely person, i can totally feel it. resenting life for how screwed up it is, not having any chances and definitely no luck in love, what he really needs is companionship. friends being his best company, means alot to him. admit it.everyone wants someone to care and concern for them, family keeps you warm when you are at home, but in the society, it's friends who keeps you going. he yearns to create a strong bonding with his friends in his younger days, yes certainly they were nice to hang around with but it didn't work out after they headed on to different directions in life. they were not his type of buddies, it cured loneliness for 4 years but it didn't last him a lifetime. he moved on and yes he finally found it. the friends he can really count on and yet at the same time being able to enjoy whatever they are doing. i feel happy for him yet sad and regrettable that i cannot be that friend for him. i have only myself to blame for missing out such a nice friend. a faithful and true person who is constantly fueled by his passion for things. i realized how much i missed this great friend of mine. to redeem myself and at the same time retrieve the friend that i almost lost,i asked only for another meet-up before he distance himself even further away from us during his ns. if we can go back in time, i would not have missed it. always one of the buddies i regard as,i wish you all the best in everything you do and may it go smoothly for you.please do not show me the same eyes you have been hiding it all along:) whack / 11:11 AM |
